Knowing who you are
And what you want
Who you want, too
Yet not being able to a/effect change
I used to think all it took was pointed action
Desire
And the right decisions
Goals were easy to achieve
If you were willing to work for them
Now, I understand it's less about effort
Or even our choices
And more about politics
(which is just a fancy word for "fate")
Proximity is merely a convenient sales' pitch
Plebeian in nature
Pedestrian, even
But still somehow relevant
Human psychology
Quite a mixed bag...
3:13 just now
Mathematics of the Universe
The meaning?
"Go the extra mile for love."
3,372 extra miles, to be exact
Maybe...
But relationships require two people
To say "yes"
And not just to a fancy dress
To bills, unmade beds and 20-hour days
Loving a creator is hard
We have fans
Stalkers
And shit-hours
Not to mention the pay
In the end
We all end anyway
Doesn't matter how
Or when
Or even what happens in between
Nihilism rules!
Because, fairness certainly doesn't
Welcome to the world...
I wish I understood it better
The machinations of love
Someone always lies
While the other always tries
Hearts never break even
For, when you truly love, you have to let go
And, sadly, madly (but never gladly)...I am
Good night, sweet Prince
Have a life free of strife
May you be well
May you be happy
And, never ever forget...you're beloved
#lightofathousandstars