I'm not sure I even remember how anymore. To kiss like that. To kiss at all.
What does it feel like? To be whole again??? I really don't know.
I'm afraid my eyes will leak when it happens. Coming back to life. Feeling the electricity course through my body. And, yours....
Kiss me. Then kiss me again. And, again. From one sunrise to the next. Under the stars. In the ocean. On top of a mountain. Sway with me under the stars. Watch the sunset peek through the trees at twilight. Make love to me until dawn, Then, start all over. Your hand in mine. My hand in yours.
I am scared. More scared than when a malignant tumor threatened my life. Twice. More scared than when I faced having to walk across a room without a walker. Or, a cane.
You draw your thumb across my bottom lip. You kiss the palms of my hands. I kiss yours, too. Then, you kiss my lips.. Accepting eyes greet my smile. For my smile. Your kisses trail my reward down my breasts, my belly and send me to heaven. You look up at me, watching me.
I want that. Because, I want you. You want me, too....
Kiss me. Then kiss me again. And, again. In this lifetime and the next. Throughout the great expanse of time. GPS my soul. Find me. No matter how many miles are between us. Find me, and hold me. Never let me go. Your body on mine. My body on yours.
I am sad. And sadder still. But one day, I will be happy. I once wrote about The Future in the past. Now, I hope this future passes quickly.
Do you? You whispered through the space between that you would be with me when I die. That, I would close my eyes and see yours. Wherever I go, you will somehow be there. And, I am so grateful.
Pearls are dew-drops in my hair. Diamonds on my lashes. Sunshine locks cascade down my back. I am clothed in shimmering moonlight. Waiting. For you. For that kiss. The kiss that never ends....