What if this is my last year on Earth?
When you have something like cancer, you don't get the luxury of choice. You spend years getting toxic levels of toxins in the hopes of being reborn for another 5-10, that is, until the mutant guerrilla soldiers in your cells get bored and start another war to increase their territory. Greedy little fuckers. Even on the sub-atomic level, humans can be total scumbags....
If this is my last year on Planet Earth, I'll be damned if it's going to be spent lying in bed, curtains drawn, barely eating, crying so much it even happens in my sleep. I'm a *FUCKING* IMMORTAL, even if human. My body may die, but I won't. That's my legacy. And I want to bequeath it to all of you. Well, almost all of you. There are a few who will find themselves awkwardly empty-handed after the reading of the Will.
This is my very open, very public pledge. My promise. And, I keep my promises. Those who don't are doomed to reactively repeat the same mistakes in a perpetual Hell of their own creation.
And why live in Hell when you don't have to? Especially if you know this could be your last year on the planet....
Secrets are for cowards. I have nothing to hide. I don't live a life of shame. Or regret. My depression comes from a place of despair at the frankly insane number of humans who seem to lack courage, but not power. My power, ironically, comes from them. I'm the anti-human human. You will not meet another like me. So pay attention. Because my time among you is limited.
We're all on borrowed time. But most run around distracted, avoiding what is reality for every physical being. I was born to this planet to help the few--numbering in the millions in terms of the global population--to find their voice, to find (and keep) their courage, to use that strength to move future-others forward in the same way. I've diligently walked that path for more than twenty years, teaching new adults about themselves, their place in this world, and the magic available to those with the courage to seek it out. Now, it's time to make the World my classroom.
Each day, from this moment forward, I will actively move toward positive momentum. I wanted my purpose to be different. I so badly wanted to live a "normal" life. A simple life. A life of #love, complete with an equal partner, and yes, a baby. Though it brings me pain that such a life eluded me, I'm not meant to be sequestered to a small, hidden corner of the world. And I know it.
Avoiding #Destiny only brings pain and suffering. #Courage brings a level of fulfillment beyond what we imagine is possible.
Where will yours take you???